Growing Pains (Explicit)

So I'm caught in the middle
我身陷困境
Between a rock and hard place been feeling a little
进退两难 渐渐感觉到
Like it's hard to be selfish
难以成为一个自私的人
And I stare at the waves hope they take me away
我凝视着波涛起伏的海浪 希望海水将我带走
And I know it's foolish but I'd still do it
我知道这是愚蠢的想法 但我依然心存幻想
I'm moving through stages in different places
我在不同的地方经历着人生的每个阶段
The one thing that's constant are all of these changes
唯一不变的就是悄然发生的变化
And I'm so impatient
我迫不及待
Keep looking for ways to escape but still
一直在寻找逃离的办法 但我依然无能为力
Why is it so d**n easy to fall
为什么我轻易就会失败
I get up and then
我重振旗鼓
I f**k up again
我再次搞砸一切
And my heart is way too vulnerable I just can't explain
我的心脆弱不堪 我只是无法解释
Must be growing pains
一定是日益滋长的痛苦
Can't take a break
无法休息片刻
Do a little bit of this
做着毫无意义的事
Say a little bit of that yeah a part of me is in a dream
说着无关痛痒的话 内心深处的我沉浸在梦中
Thought I always could have worked a bit harder
我以为我总是可以再努力一点
And I always could have done a bit better
我总是可以做得更好一点
Now I know that I did what I could
如今我知道我已经尽力了
I'll go so much further
我会走到更远的地方
I'm moving through stages in different places
我在不同的地方经历着人生的每个阶段
The one thing that's constant are all of these changes
唯一不变的就是悄然发生的变化
And I'm so impatient
我迫不及待
Keep looking for ways to escape but still
一直在寻找逃离的办法 但我依然无能为力
Why is it so d**n easy to fall
为什么我轻易就会失败
I get up and then
我重振旗鼓
I f**k up again
我再次搞砸一切
And my heart is way too vulnerable I just can't explain
我的心脆弱不堪 我只是无法解释
Must be growing pains
一定是日益滋长的痛苦
I'm moving through stages in different places
我在不同的地方经历着人生的每个阶段
The one thing that's constant are all of these changes
唯一不变的就是悄然发生的变化
Oh why
为什么
Why is it so d**n easy to fall
为什么我轻易就会失败
I get up and then
我重振旗鼓
I f**k up again
我再次搞砸一切
And my heart is way too vulnerable I just can't explain
我的心脆弱不堪 我只是无法解释
Must be growing pains
一定是日益滋长的痛苦