Block me out

I'll say whatever you want, but I've become such a liar
曲意迎合你 我已不像我自己
I used to follow my gut, but now I'm just getting higher
曾遵循本心 如今愈发飘飘然
It's been a couple of months since I turned to something violent
暴力因子作祟 好几月有余
I should be happier now, so why do I feel this quiet?
本该万分欢欣 却为何黯然无比
Now I only let me down
我自己都瞧不起自己
When there's no one else around
独自在角落
I've been thinking way too loud
思绪太嘈杂
I wish that I could block me out
我真该把自己拉黑
I wish that I could block me out
希望我能把自己屏蔽
Out
再也不见
I think I'm burning alive, but nobody sees the fire
饱受煎熬 无人知我痛苦
'Cause when I open my mouth, I seem to be stuck in silence
每每开口 寂静都把我淹没
I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive this tired
今夜想离开 可疲惫不堪 无法驱车远走
Plus after all of this time, I should be a pretty crier
千帆过尽 或许我的呼唤愈发引人注意
And now I only let me down
我自己都瞧不起自己
When there's no one else around
独自在角落
I've been thinking way too loud
思绪太嘈杂
I wish that I could block me out
我真该把自己拉黑
Don't know how they see me now
不清楚如今他们怎么看待我
Feeling lost in every crowd
人群之中 却被孤单环绕
I feel ten feet off the ground
我只觉人间不值得
I wish that I could block me out
我真该把自己拉黑
And in my head, I make a mess of it
一团乱麻 乱七八糟 都在我脑海
I'm getting tired of feeling delicate
脆弱的感觉 真是烦人
I look around, to find it desolate
环顾四周 我已然离群索居
I used to try, but nothing's helping it
尝试 毫无意义
And in my head, I make a mess of it
乱七八糟 满目狼藉 都在我脑海
I'm getting tired of feeling delicate
脆弱的感觉 真是烦人
I look around, to find it desolate
环顾四周 我已然离群索居
I used to try, but nothing's helping it
尝试 只是徒劳
Wish I were heavier now I'm floating outside my body
希冀身躯能重些 我灵魂太轻 都快脱离
It's not their fault, but I've found that none of my friends will call me
都是我的错 已经没有朋友会致电给我
Until I'm left to myself, it's honestly kind of funny
只剩我自己 真是讽刺
How every voice in my head is trying its best to haunt me
数不清的聒噪人声 萦绕不绝
'Cause now I only let me down
我自己都瞧不起自己
When there's no one else around
独自在角落
I've been thinking way too loud
思绪太嘈杂
I wish that I could block me out
我真该把自己拉黑
Don't know how they see me now
不清楚如今他们怎么看待我
Feeling lost in every crowd
人群之中 却被孤单环绕
I feel ten feet off the ground
我只觉人间不值得
I wish that I could block me out
希望我能把自己屏蔽
Out
再也不见
I wish that I could block me out
希望我能把自己屏蔽
I wish that I could block me out
再也不见