Soapy Water

I wash my face with soapy water
用肥皂水洗干净我的脸
Disguise the tears cause you're somebody's daughter
对这眼泪感到恶心，因为你是某个人的女儿
And they don't ever wanna see you cry
就因为他们不想看到你哭泣
Anxiety's grip is always waiting to take me
焦虑一直在伺机扼紧我
Sits in my stomach, I fear it's starting to shape me
它就在我的胃里，我总怕它将让我变得不是我
It's hard to live when you're scared to die
当你害怕死亡时，生活会变得异常艰难
If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well
如果要坐以待毙
Ask for the hand of the devil himself
那倒不如主动请求魔鬼本人的帮助
I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell
我觉得背后有她的笑声，但我也不敢肯定
So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack
请看向我的眼睛，看我距崩溃有多么接近
But they just say hello and never look back
但他们只是说完你好，再也没有回头
I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch
我觉得他们好像在说着什么，但我无法听清
Superstition has me out of control
迷信让我失去理智
Touch my head and bless my soul
将手伸向额头，为我的灵魂祈祷（天主教祈祷手势）
I pray it ain't a feelin' but my soul is just old
我祈愿这并不是我的想象，但我的灵魂已经这样苍老
Cause nothing heals, misery's fist
因为没有什么能够治愈悲惨的命运对你的伤害
No witches pill, no lovers kiss
女巫的药片（抗抑郁的药）不能，爱人的亲吻也不能
If life is easy then what is this?
如果生活是轻松的，那还叫什么生活
If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well
如果我要坐以待毙
Ask for the hand of the devil himself
那倒不如主动请求魔鬼本人的帮助
I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell
我觉得背后有她的笑声，但我也不敢肯定
So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack
请看向我的眼睛，看我距崩溃有多么接近
But they just say hello and never look back
但他们只是说完你好，再也没有回头
I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch
我觉得他们好像在说着什么，但我无法听清
Have a smoke, put it out
抽一口烟，慢慢吐出来
Search for rooms, out of town
在镇外找个住的地方
Start again, cut your hair
重新开始，剪去你的头发
You've wondered love, but it's hard to care
你想弄懂爱是什么，但爱太难于经营
(I'll care, I'll try to care)
（我会的，我会努力地去照料爱）
Choose a religion, choose a goddamn sport
选择一个宗教，选择一项该死的运动
Go find something to eradicate these thoughts
去找某件能让你忘记这些想法的事情
You might not waste time, and keep good health
你也许会利用好每一刻的时间，保持身体的健康
But that's not it, theres something else
但这依然不对，还有什么东西藏在背后蠢蠢欲动
If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well
如果我要坐以待毙
Ask for the hand of the devil himself
那倒不如主动请求魔鬼本人的帮助
I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell
我觉得背后有她的笑声，但我也不敢肯定
So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack
请看向我的眼睛，看我距崩溃有多么接近
But they just say hello and never look back
但他们只是说完你好，再也没有回头
I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch
我觉得他们好像在说着什么，但我无法听清