my tears ricochet

We gather here
我们在此汇聚
We line up weeping in a sunlit room
我们在这充满阳光的房间里啜泣
And if I’m on fire
如果我正被烈火炙烤
You’ll be made of ashes, too
那你也将和我一样化为灰烬
Even on my worst day
即使是最糟糕的日子
Did I deserve, babe
这是我应得的吗
All the hell you gave me?
你让我如同置身地狱
Cause I loved you
因为我爱你
I swear I loved you
我发过誓 我爱你
Til my dying day
直到我死去的那天
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我并没有那么优雅体面
And you’re the hero flying around saving face
你是忽然出现 飞来拯救笑脸的英雄
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake?
如果对你而言我已经死去 那你为何还守在这里
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滴落
We gather stones
我们收集来石头
Never knowing what they’ll mean
也不知道这会意味着什么
Some to throw
一些被舍弃
Some to make a diamond ring
一些变成了钻戒
You know I didn’t want to
你知道这不是我本意
Have to haunt you
让你感到困扰
But what a ghostly scene
真是一副灵异的场景
You wear the same jewels
你穿戴着相同的首饰
That I gave you
是我给你的
As you bury me
而你将我埋葬
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我并没有那么优雅体面
Cause when I’d fight, you used to tell me I was brave
因为当我反抗斗争的时候 你说 我很勇敢
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake?
如果对你而言我已经死去 那你为何还守在这里
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I’d stayed
希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滴落
And I can go anywhere I want
我获得自由 无拘无束
Anywhere I want
去往我想去的任何地方
Just not home
但我不想回家
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
你可以直接瞄准我的心脏 我的血液
But you would still miss me in your bones
但你对我的思念会侵入骨髓
And I still talk to you
我依旧会和你交流
When I’m screaming at the sky
当我向着天空大喊
And when you can’t sleep at night
当你夜晚无法入眠
you hear my stolen lullabies
你会听见我被偷走的摇篮曲
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我并没有那么优雅体面
And so the battleships will sink beneath the waves
战舰就此 沉没消失于波浪间
You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
别无选择 你只有将我杀死 可这样你也心如刀绞
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
希望我留下
You turned into your worst fears
你变成了自己最深的恐惧
And you’re
而你
Tossing out blame
推卸责任
Drunk on this pain
借酒浇愁
Crossing out the good years
就此消磨时光
And you’re cursing my name
你咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滴落