Beautiful Pain (Explicit)

I can feel the heat rising, everything is on fire
我能感觉到温度在上升，一切都在烈焰中燃烧
Today is a painful reminder of why
曾经的痛苦在提醒我
We can only get brighter, the further you put it behind ya
把黑暗弃于过去，方能够趋向光明
But right now I'm on the inside (looking out, cause)
但我现在只是在坐观其变
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
Yesterday was the tornado warning, today's like the morning after
昨日是龙卷风侵袭，今日则是破晓后的宁静

Your world is torn in half, you wake in its wake to start
当你醒来，你的世界被撕成两半
The mourning process and rebuilding, you're still a work in progress
在哀悼与重建的过程中，你的工作依然在继续
Today's a whole new chapter, it's like an enormous asth-ma
今天是一个全新的篇章，像经历了一个严重的哮喘
Thunderstorm has passed ya, you weathered it and poked its eye out
风暴已经平息，你找到了风暴的中心掌控了它
With the thorn bush that you, used to smell the roses
走过你身边的灌木丛，像往常一样低头寻找玫瑰的香味
Stopped to inhale, can't even tell your nose is, stuffed
可你吸到了断气，堵塞的鼻子也无法告诉你玫瑰的味道
So focused on the bright side, then you floor the gas pedal
所以请看向光明的一面，请踩下你的汽车油门驰骋而去
And hit the corner fast, the more asserted, never looking back
就像转过一个急弯，别再回头看那些流言蜚语
May hit the curb, but every day is a new learning curve, as you
即使你可能撞到角落，但每天都会是一个新的挑战
Steer through life, sometimes you might not wanna swerve
在人生的旅途中，有时你可能不愿屈服
But you have to, to avert a disaster, lucky, no permanent damage
但是为了避开灾难，你身不由己，辛运的是也没有永久的损伤
Cause they hurt you so bad, it's like they murdered your ass
因为他们伤的你太深，好像他们偷走了你的生命
And threw dirt on your casket, but you've returned from the ashes
还在你的棺材盖上撒了一把灰，但你却从灰烬浴火重生
And that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline
那些曾经所受的伤，你把它们转化为点燃怒火的汽油
And while you're burning the past, standing at inferno and chant
在你燃烧过去的同时，你在地狱门前咏唱着歌
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
You're so familiarized with what having to swallow this pill is like
吞下这些药片的感觉你依旧记忆如新
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
一直以来，它们侵蚀着你的心脏，偷走了你的生活
And it's as though you feel you've died, cause you've been killed inside
你仿佛感觉到你自身的死亡，因为你的内心早已被谋杀
But yet you're still alive, which means you will survive
但如今你还活着，这证明你依然能够抗争
Although today you may weep cause you're weakened
即使现在你可能会因为无能为力而低头哭泣
And everything seems so bleak and hopeless, the light that you're seekin'
当一切都显得如此悲凉与绝望
It begins to seep in, that's the only thing keeping
你一直在寻找的那道光慢慢地渗透出来
You from leaping off the mothafreakin' deep end
你终于能从那该死的深渊中逃离出来
And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling
我抓住了你的手臂与你一同共渡难关
And wit a little time that should do the healing, and by tomorrow
时间会帮助你痊愈一切伤痛
You may even feel so good that you're willing to forgive 'em even after
明天你便会感受到前所未有的愉悦甚至忘却悲伤的过去
All the s**t you been put through, this feeling of resilience is building
你逐渐感受到内心在慢慢地修复
And the flames are burning quick as fire would through this building
在这过程中，火焰也在肆意燃烧
You're sealed in, but you're fireproof flame retardant, you withstood it
你被困在烈火中，但你已经不再害怕灼烧
And as you climb up to the roof you're just chilling, you look down
在冷风中，你登上楼顶，俯视着世间的一切
Cause you're so over 'em, you could put the heel of your foot through the ceiling
你已远离尘嚣，你双脚离地顶穿了天花板
As time passes, things change every day
时间如同白驹过隙，世间万物变化无穷
But wounds, wounds heal, but scars still remaining the same
即使伤口愈合，但伤疤依旧清晰
But tomorrow today's going down in flames
但以后的每一天都会像今天一样消失在火中
Throw the match, set the past ablaze
随手丢下一根火柴，让时间尽情燃烧吧
So feel the fire beneath your feet as you barely even perspire
火焰在你的脚底燃烧可你却没有流一滴汗
From the heat, exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
在烈火中你深呼吸后叹了一口气
And as you say goodbye to the grief
当你向过去的悲痛告别
It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
囚困你的牢笼化为铁水
But you've extinguished this living hell
但即使你消灭了这地狱
Still a little piece of you dies as you scream
一部分的你也已经死去
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明
I feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
我感受这灼烧的疼痛，看着它散发出的烟雾
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
缓慢上升，像一只浴火的凤凰
I have learned, from fighting fights, that weren't mine
我从这些抗争中所学习到的是
Not with fists, but with wings that I will fly
我若想要翱翔，不是用拳头，而是用翅膀
I'm standing in the flames
因为我伫立于烈焰中
It's a beautiful kind of pain
感受着这美丽的疼痛
Setting fire to yesterday
把旧往置于火中燃尽
Find the light, find the light, find the light
去寻找属于我的光明