Lost Control

Mirrors they never lie
镜子能照出外表
Don't see myself inside
却照不出我的内心
Why can't I get it right
为什么我总做错
I don't know
我不知道
You're always watching me fall
你常常看着我失败
Shadows they like my wall
内心的阴影如高墙
Why do I feel so small
为何我如此渺小
I don't know
我无从知晓
So I walk into the dead of night
所以我走进寂静的夜晚
Where my monsters like to hide
那是我的心魔躲藏之处
Chaos feels so good inside
在混乱中感觉如此美好
Now I know
现在我明白了
I lost
我又
I lost
我又
I lost control again
我又失去理智了
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了
I don't
我已
I don't
我已
I don't know who I am
我已迷失了自我
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了
Oooh
I'm tired of being afraid
我已经对害怕麻木
But lately I lost my faith
但近来我失去信心
What is love without pain
没有痛苦的爱是什么
It ain't home
这不是家
You're watching me but I'm below
你在看着我但我已下沉
When I get caught I hope
当我遇到困境时我希望
It's that kind of blackout that will
这只是短暂失去知觉
Take me home
醒来后我就会回家
So I walk into the dead of night
所以我走进寂静的夜晚
Where my monsters like to hide
那是我的心魔躲藏之处
Chaos feels so good inside
在混乱中感觉如此美好
Now I know
现在我明白了
I lost
我又
I lost
我又
I lost control again
我又失去理智了
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了
I don't
我已
I don't
我已
I don't know who I am
我已迷失了自我
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了
I know that I'm a mess
我知道我一无是处
But I ain't tryna be the best
但我尝试过做到最好
So whatever's coming next
所以无论接下来发生什么
I'd better pray
我最好祈祷吧
Never said I was an angel
我从来没说我是天使
I am damaged all the way
一路上受过的伤太多
So whatever's coming next
所以无论接下来发生什么
I'd better pray
我最好祈祷吧
I lost
我又
I lost
我又
I lost control again
我又失去理智了
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了
I don't
我已
I don't
我已
I don't know who I am
我已迷失了自我
Always do the same and I'm to blame
总是做错我也很自责
I lost control again
我再次失控了