Hate Myself

I don't see you like I should
我没能正确看待你
You look so misunderstood
你似乎也将我误解
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Pray to God with my arms open
敞开双臂 默自祈祷
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
深夜之时 最为烦乱
They bring out the worst in me
万般缺陷 全然揭露
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
心绪不宁 难以思脱
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
这不满我求 我本渴多望极
All the core beliefs
渴求全部信念
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like
每次醒来 都觉得自己不配存活
I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
总是风雨夹杂微许平静
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
足践地狱 走向我那沉死的躯壳
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
心想：“你真是一无是处”
It's kinda weird
或许极为怪异
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me
近来觉得自己别无选择
To get away is if I pour the drink
只好回避一切 灌醉自己
That's more deceit, more defeat
谎言日渐充斥 一次又一次被击溃
Is this really what I'm born to be?
难道这就真是命运
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
自以为别具一格
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
到头来一无所有 但我真的益处良多
Need help, but you can't help me
切求帮助 但无救可求
What else can the world sell me?
这世界是否还要继续折磨我
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
继续受骗 我照信不疑 还指望着有力回天
But it's not healthy
但这并不正常
I don't see you like I should
我没能正确看待你
You look so misunderstood
你似乎也将我误解
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Pray to God with my arms open
敞开双臂 默自祈祷
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
深夜之时 也是最为欢欣之时
They know how to get to me
让我愉悦纵情
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
的念头忽现忽失 终究遂不得果
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
不愿就此死去 只愿求得抚慰
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
别再错觉我很了不起
What is success when hope has left you?
黯然失望又何谈功成
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
我不算什么代言者 不过是个破幌子
I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
烦于采访 已而失去自信
Come across like it's so easy
经历过后 顿刻轻释
But I feel like you don't need me
但我觉得你并不需要我
When I feel like you don't need me
当我这么想的时候
Then I feel like you don't see me
我也就不想出现在你眼前了
And my life has no meaning, drain me
我的生活毫无意义 简直错乱无序
Hands out, tryna ask for love
宁愿放弃一切 只求寻得真爱
But when I get it, I just pass it up
即将得到之时 却刹然错过
Throw it away and think about it later
先搁浅几时 今后再去纠结
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
在垃圾堆里翻求药药（意自暴自弃）
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
多希望能够满足你 却无能为力
I'm scared because
我愈加恐惧
I don't see you like I should
我没能正确看待你
You look so misunderstood
你似乎也将我误解
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Pray to God with my arms open
敞开双臂 默自祈祷
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
I walk through the ashes of my passions
回味那已逝的热情
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
追忆那难舍的过去
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
迷失在难以作答的疑河
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
受不了自己 但也无妨
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
号示自由 但仍被禁锢
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
被自己的错过击溃 就此沉膝屈服
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
颓弱不振 但仍在奋力求和
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
继续自言自语 已然无能为力
But I can't have it
无可挽回
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
继续自言自语 已然无能为力
But I can't have it
哪能从头再来
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
继续自言自语 已然无能为力
I don't see you like I should
我没能正确看待你
You look so misunderstood
你似乎也将我误解
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Pray to God with my arms open
敞开双臂 默自祈祷
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
And I wish I could help
本想自我救赎
But it's hard when I hate myself
而今失去自信 无能为力
Hate myself
开始讨厌自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
失去自信 便难以作力
Hate myself
我讨厌自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
失去自信 便无能为力
When I hate myself
当我开始讨厌自己
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
失去自信 便难以作力
I hate myself
我讨厌自己
It's hard when I hate myself
失去自信 便无能为力